:D! [03 Feb 2008|03:06pm] [ mood | blah ] last night was amazing. <3 ( a LOT of pictures; :o ) insane rambling story: okay, so at first we were lost because we thought it was going to be at laker hall, the same place they had the starting line/bayside show last year, but no one was there. so i realized the thinger said ballroom, and yeah we asked a guy where that was so he told us and we went and made sure and all that good stuff. then we're walking around to the entrance and the place is empty except for a few people in line, i mean, we were late and we were probably the 6/7th person in line. seriously. some guys from the doppler effect were going around with a video camera and i kept thinking i was seeing people we knew, which was in fact, false. no one went that we knew besides thumper, ha. anyways, kayla was having issues with nick all night long so she was on the phone with him on and off but i am not typing that all out because it doesnt matter :] since there were about 20 people there waiting, when we got in we went straight to the stage, which was right up close and nice, there wasnt a gay barricade like last time. it was right next to the speaker, so while they were playing filler music and i was singing/dancing to it, i think i went partially deaf. but the ghetto girls next to use that smelled like smoke kept touching me and i wanted to drop kick them in the face. the doppler effect came on without shoes or socks, and dancing, and very entertaining, and i loved them. the guitarist was all up in my face the entire time; i wish i got more shots of him. he kind of looked like briannas boyfriend and jim carrey mixed together it was nice. one of the guys looked like mark wahlberg, and i thought it was funny when he was talking into the microphone and the singer comes up and he goes WHO THINKS HE LOOKS LIKE MARK WAHLBERG?! :] they played a few songs, did their cool guitar whirly things (which i got video of, neattt!), and left. then they played filler music and i danced again. urgency came on, who we figured we wouldnt like because the lead singer seemed like a dick but i dug his mocassins, and they were super. his voice was pretty loud, which i enjoyed, because to be loud enough to hear over the drums and guitars is pretty hard. they werent as hyped up as the doppler effect, but the singer was right in my face alot, and the drummer was pretty amusing to watch. they played a few songs and then left, insert the filler music and dancing and nick phone calls. then abbott haze came on, and they were having some issues with their set, so i was kind of disappointed i didnt get to hear them as well as i could have. i still liked them alot though, they were pretty passionate. they played too many songs though i think, they played at least 8 which i dont think anyone expected, so i got kind of tired. then they left and i got anxious because the night before i was youtubing jarrod gorbel until midnight, and it was decided that i am in love with him. anyways, i saw him and my heart jumped in my throat and all that pleasant stuff. since we were right there basically leaning onto the stage and he had to set up equipment he had to come pretty near a few times and i almost died. haha. the bassist/keyboard player had such nice arms! i was checking them out all night because they werent all buff but they werent all flabby, they were like.. just right, and i loved them. ha, i loved him. actually i did end up getting a bigger crush on him than jerrod during the course of the evening. they played alot of songs, but nobody minded because everyone was there for them (THERE WERENT ALOT OF PEOPLE THERE, like less than 50, but more than 25?! crazzy). inbetween songs theyd talk and converse with everyone and they were either really funny or i was too struck to notice i was the only laughing. kayla was laughing too i think though. but seriously, out of all the bands no one danced, and barely anyone nodded their heads or tapped their feet to the beat. im pretty sure me and kayla were the only ones moving besides a few others. oswego sour pusses. so their set got over, and someone made them cookies so jarrod grabbed them and gave me and kayla one and then just left it for everyone else. kayla then asked for his unopened water bottle, which he was hesitant about giving, then decided he had alot backstage so he let her. some girl asked for the one he was drinking out of and he was like "are you kidding?! thats so unsanitary!". when they left kayla grabbed his water cap and the list of songs he wrote down they were playing. hahahahhahahahaha. so we searched for a bathroom, were unsucessful, and walked outside waiting for our ride which was out in the back. there was some guy sitting on the steps smoking and on his cell that kayla swore was the bassist/keyboard player for the honorary title, but i really didnt think it was. so as we're going over there to talk to him lizz calls me and kaylas telling him about how good he was for such a small town and lizz is talking to me and im like ok ill talk to you later bye, and i smiled really big at him and oh boy he was so cute. haha. i told him i liked his music a ton and he smiled alot and told us we were great. dang shit son, i totally regret forgetting to ask him for a picture :/ anyways, i needed that, and i miss going to shows. im going to try to go more now :] 3 falling stars

[26 Jan 2008|12:03am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | promise of redemption ] i despise when i think good things, and keep them in my head but fail to write them down so that i always forget them. it really makes me sad. ive had dull eyes lately. just certain realizations & sadness. i do not understand you. and you.  stars

[20 Jan 2008|12:09am] [ mood | hopeful ]  i know a boy with a head full of books and eyes like glass. every time he looks at someone, they die. i want this break to be crammed with plans, i havent had one  of those weeks in awhile. i miss never being home and always having something to do and just keep going from one thing to another. i miss all my infinite moments. poooop. stars

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