offwith_herhead

:D!

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 21:18:03 GMT

last night was amazing. <3

PRE SHOW:

hahaahahahahahahahahahaha

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaa

front row, for sure.
THE DOPPLER EFFECT:

URGENCY:

hahahaha, the drummer was my favorite<3

i went to go take a picture of him because he was right on top of me singing in my face, and the dink walked away.

ABBOT HAZE:

their amps and microphones kept messing up, but from what i could tell they were really good. i was impressed/surprised, it was like a mix of relient k & death cab :)

issues :x

THE HONORARY TITLE<3:

hahahahahahaahahaha

i wanted to pinch his cheeks

his shoes reminded me of jessica stelter, ha

i ended up with a big crush on him by the end of the show<3

<3

haha, awwwh

we ended up with all that stuff near his feet by the end of the show, ha. even the bottle cap.

<3

favorite !

AFTER SHOW:

NEXXT MORNING:

insane rambling story:
okay, so at first we were lost because we thought it was going to be at laker hall, the same place they had the starting line/bayside show last year, but no one was there. so i realized the thinger said ballroom, and yeah we asked a guy where that was so he told us and we went and made sure and all that good stuff. then we're walking around to the entrance and the place is empty except for a few people in line, i mean, we were late and we were probably the 6/7th person in line. seriously. some guys from the doppler effect were going around with a video camera and i kept thinking i was seeing people we knew, which was in fact, false. no one went that we knew besides thumper, ha. anyways, kayla was having issues with nick all night long so she was on the phone with him on and off but i am not typing that all out because it doesnt matter :] since there were about 20 people there waiting, when we got in we went straight to the stage, which was right up close and nice, there wasnt a gay barricade like last time. it was right next to the speaker, so while they were playing filler music and i was singing/dancing to it, i think i went partially deaf. but the ghetto girls next to use that smelled like smoke kept touching me and i wanted to drop kick them in the face. the doppler effect came on without shoes or socks, and dancing, and very entertaining, and i loved them. the guitarist was all up in my face the entire time; i wish i got more shots of him. he kind of looked like briannas boyfriend and jim carrey mixed together it was nice. one of the guys looked like mark wahlberg, and i thought it was funny when he was talking into the microphone and the singer comes up and he goes WHO THINKS HE LOOKS LIKE MARK WAHLBERG?! :] they played a few songs, did their cool guitar whirly things (which i got video of, neattt!), and left. then they played filler music and i danced again. urgency came on, who we figured we wouldnt like because the lead singer seemed like a dick but i dug his mocassins, and they were super. his voice was pretty loud, which i enjoyed, because to be loud enough to hear over the drums and guitars is pretty hard. they werent as hyped up as the doppler effect, but the singer was right in my face alot, and the drummer was pretty amusing to watch. they played a few songs and then left, insert the filler music and dancing and nick phone calls. then abbott haze came on, and they were having some issues with their set, so i was kind of disappointed i didnt get to hear them as well as i could have. i still liked them alot though, they were pretty passionate. they played too many songs though i think, they played at least 8 which i dont think anyone expected, so i got kind of tired. then they left and i got anxious because the night before i was youtubing jarrod gorbel until midnight, and it was decided that i am in love with him. anyways, i saw him and my heart jumped in my throat and all that pleasant stuff. since we were right there basically leaning onto the stage and he had to set up equipment he had to come pretty near a few times and i almost died. haha. the bassist/keyboard player had such nice arms! i was checking them out all night because they werent all buff but they werent all flabby, they were like.. just right, and i loved them. ha, i loved him. actually i did end up getting a bigger crush on him than jerrod during the course of the evening. they played alot of songs, but nobody minded because everyone was there for them (THERE WERENT ALOT OF PEOPLE THERE, like less than 50, but more than 25?! crazzy). inbetween songs theyd talk and converse with everyone and they were either really funny or i was too struck to notice i was the only laughing. kayla was laughing too i think though. but seriously, out of all the bands no one danced, and barely anyone nodded their heads or tapped their feet to the beat. im pretty sure me and kayla were the only ones moving besides a few others. oswego sour pusses. so their set got over, and someone made them cookies so jarrod grabbed them and gave me and kayla one and then just left it for everyone else. kayla then asked for his unopened water bottle, which he was hesitant about giving, then decided he had alot backstage so he let her. some girl asked for the one he was drinking out of and he was like "are you kidding?! thats so unsanitary!". when they left kayla grabbed his water cap and the list of songs he wrote down they were playing. hahahahhahahahaha. so we searched for a bathroom, were unsucessful, and walked outside waiting for our ride which was out in the back. there was some guy sitting on the steps smoking and on his cell that kayla swore was the bassist/keyboard player for the honorary title, but i really didnt think it was. so as we're going over there to talk to him lizz calls me and kaylas telling him about how good he was for such a small town and lizz is talking to me and im like ok ill talk to you later bye, and i smiled really big at him and oh boy he was so cute. haha. i told him i liked his music a ton and he smiled alot and told us we were great. dang shit son, i totally regret forgetting to ask him for a picture :/
anyways, i needed that,
and i miss going to shows. im going to try to go more now :]

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 05:07:05 GMT

i despise when i think good things, and keep them in my head but fail to write them down so that i always forget them.
it really makes me sad.

ive had dull eyes lately.
just certain realizations & sadness.
i do not understand you. and you.

Sun, 20 Jan 2008 05:11:47 GMT

i know a boy with a head full of books and eyes like glass.
every time he looks at someone, they die.

i want this break to be crammed with plans, i havent had one of those weeks in awhile.
i miss never being home and always having something to do and just keep going from one thing to another.
i miss all my infinite moments.
poooop.

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 23:07:31 GMT

p.s,
its cute how sick you make me.

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 02:37:46 GMT

all i need right now is him
and his music
and that concert. that is all. please.
please.

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 00:15:39 GMT

i do not like you right now and i hope you read this and realize its you

Wed, 02 Jan 2008 03:03:08 GMT

what does everyone have against spaghettio's, seriously!?

this is what i did today

(im so proud :D)

this is last night

ill post more tomorrow :)

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 04:46:22 GMT

i feel mental, yeah?
and i really would like some spagettios. :[

some resolutionssssss + today

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 20:11:49 GMT

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 15:23:07 GMT

i love christmas, i love vacation, i love so much right now.
I ALSO LOVE THAT I GOT MY COMPUTER BACK<3 i got it back yesterday, but seriously.. i wanted to cry because i couldnt remember my password to log in. i spent all the time i was home yesterday (which wasnt alot because i had places to go, people to see) trying to figure out my password. I think i changed it before they took it. i seriously tried EVERYTHING, i even tried to relive that night -whichwashorrible- to figure out what i was thinking.
it ended up being peniss3. before it was penis3. jesus christ.

im really starting to miss everyone.
so that sucks. hopefully everyone i want to go goes to lizzos new years party :]
im just very happy where i am right now. being happy makes me happy :D

but as for nowww, i think ill drop kenzie that month old long comment i owe her, download pictures, + probably should go eat.

PS,
guitar hero 3 + new camera= insanee brain explosion.
i am very grateful.

take a chance,

Sat, 24 Nov 2007 17:19:39 GMT

you know you want to.

Fri, 23 Nov 2007 03:25:47 GMT

sometimes i just miss the way i wouldnt have to say anything, and you would honestly and completely understand.
no one is like that anymore. maybe no one was ever like that.
but you were something. i truly miss having you around.

*i just noticed i talk to people through this alot,
including myself. oops.

i am thankful for my weirdo family.
i am thankful for my amazing/stupid friends
i am thankful for lifes spontaenity.
i am thankful for....my hottass self :]
today was very nice, i love my crazy family
especially playing twister with uncle jon
and bonding with kayleigh over books. not so much the memories from massachusetts of the lobster :[[
but now, im honest to god exhausted.
from cooking, eating, cleaning, blah.

and my little brother is taking myspace pictures of himself upstairs:] it makes me laugh.
junior high kids are so dumb.

you are a giant piece of bologna.

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 04:19:30 GMT

hi, confession:

i dont know what im doing.

people i really appreciate at this exact moment.

Sun, 28 Oct 2007 02:35:23 GMT

1. you are either completely sucking right now or blowing everyones mind with your amazing ass shaking ness. the point is, i love you and i am very proud of you <3

2. you are both drunk and high and i know you're not gonna call tonight but im gonna wait a few more minutes anyway. i like you, not alot or really, i just like you, and i like us how we are right now. im glad the feeling is mutual. i like you i like you i like you. you make my thigh pretend to vibrate even when theres no phone there <3

3. you are one of the strongest people i know and i know you dont think so but you truly are, i love you tons, and looking back on whatever happened, thanks for listening. <3

4. you rocked those black pants last night, boiiiii<3 no ganna lie.

5. you are worrying about him and i wish you'd stop and realize what you're getting into. ilove you very much and i hope you stay. <3

6. i miss you alot, and all your crazy pets and faces, and i think we need to spend more time together please. <3

7. jim sturgess, shoutout to you for being delicious.

the end :]

PS! secret-i like bono's version of lucy in the sky with diamonds better than the original =x!

Thu, 25 Oct 2007 01:34:50 GMT

i always wish everything has so much more meaning than it really does, and then i just think about it and i could really care less.
jesus, my mind betrays me.

tonight i dont care, im done making the calls. the end.

and i better not contradict myself or i will just kill him.
STRYDRHYDFGDFGDRGHKSDFLgns;dkfhsdkgkdr!

Sat, 20 Oct 2007 15:42:44 GMT

last night was horrible, then it was okay, then it was horrible again.
im never doing anything like that ever again. the end.

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 16:27:10 GMT

last night i freaked out.

i really dont expect to get most of this, but its nice to know what i want sometimes.

(only $1!:D)

i dont really know what else besides little things...

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 19:13:09 GMT

p 3 died on friday.

Sat, 13 Oct 2007 04:49:13 GMT

so tonight was really what i needed, besides the ending. that didnt need to happen.

but i think probably my favorite part was the part where we were going home and it was just me and kayla and nick and it was was on the near ending of iron & wine, and that song is like a damn lullaby to me so i just laid down in the backseat on kaylas bag, and it was pretty comfortable even though i was sitting on spikes and soda bottles and who knows what else, and kayla leaned the seat back so it was near me and we held hands in a funny way and i just closed my eyes and mouthed the words to the song, and at the very end of iron & wine and the very beginning of wish you were here, i fell asleep. except i didnt, i could hear the music but i was dreaming and i could feel the street lamps bright on my lids and then they'd go as fast as they came but i'd be thinking about clouds and the sunset and coffee and dinosaurs and alot of other things. i started mouthing the words to wish you were here, but i was still like.. asleep.. and i kinda woke up and i realized we were still holding hands and i seen kayla and she was looking at nick and there werent anymore streetlights so her face was kinda in green shadows from his music player. and it was so nice, i just wanted to stay in that place of sleep and reality for forever.... and then michael buble came on and i sat up and claimed i wanted to kill myself because that song was so gay.
i dont know if i offended him or not, because he said that song reminded him of kayla, but whatever. michael booblay is gay, the end.

i love lizz, and kayla, and not nick but i WILL buy him a diaper if he needs it, and i loved tonight. it only sucks i cant call kayla all weekend.
i wish i had more nights like this, haha.

ps, finally got tacobell :D

Mon, 08 Oct 2007 21:25:43 GMT

apparently i am a very bad daughter for not having enough money to buy itailian bread for dinner.
OOOPS.

what the fuck, seriously?

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 01:43:50 GMT

I just remember a bunch of funny things that happened. and I have no idea where they came from

like,
pam brown crying in math class last year because she was telling us a story about abused sheep, and sarah tarolli kept laughing.
and kayla telling me "emily, i feel like you would be really really good at sex."
and when brianna went to go open her mailbox that one time and there was a bees nest in there and she freaked out and fell to the ground and screamed, haha that killed me.
and lizz's super long cheek hair that never went away, and we'd try to pluck it from her face in front of mr terpening. hahaha.
and when bobby was doing the fountain thing all over the table and i almost peed.
theres a bunch of other shit that came to mind, but idk. i just dont feel like typing them all out. i know theres alot of funny mooments with everyone, but those ones just came to mind.

AND I LOVE GETTING PRANK CALLS FROM PEOPLE NAMED DYLAN FROM ONEIDA AND WHO APPARENTLY HAS A DEAD MOTHER<3

Thu, 04 Oct 2007 20:43:09 GMT

today i stayed home from school and watched movies all day.
*HIGHLY RECOMMENDED_ The Science of Sleep (amazingamazingamazing movie, from the director of Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind)
i love crazyyyy movies :D

i also watched the Princess Bride, just because i had to. haha.
it was just a good day to stay home and relax. and now i really want tea. and im really stuffed up
im really happy where i am right now, except i feel like im kind of slacking off in school so i just need to fix that.

AND
im excited for this weekend.
i havent had one spent at kbon's house in awhile.

eesh

Thu, 27 Sep 2007 00:25:41 GMT

im done with gay kids.
im totally moving onto those badass nerds ;]

SO THIS IS WHATS BEEN GOIN DOWN, YO

Wed, 26 Sep 2007 00:51:53 GMT

- ok, first, go listen to the boys like girls version of frou frou's let go. his voice is amazzzzingamazingamazing, it makes me happy all over.
- i have missed a certain boy for the past few days, resulting in mental retardation and brain lockdown. gross. is there such thing as brain disinfectant?
- I HAVE A NEW FISH NAMED P3, SHORT FOR PASQUALE 3. hes a spaz, hes amazing.
- HIGH PONY TAILS ARE THE NEW THING. for me, at least. ha.
- okay, i know, but the song remembering sunday is also an amazing song<3 im excited, all time lows new cd comes out tmoz.
- HOUSE IS ON IN 15 MINUTES
- i have a new crush? weirrrrd. dont even ask, im pretty sure hes gay. im gonna go check his myspace and see =]
- i've been in a good mood since school started, wonder how long that will last?
- IVE BEEN MAKING MIXED CDS LIKE CRAZY, I LISTEN TO THEM, BUT THEN I DONT, so just tell me if you want one & ill give you one k?!
- my hair sucks :/
- haah, i've missed mariah
- this year seems better than the last<3

(edit- eesh shit, hes gay :/ haha oh well...)

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 10:17:00 GMT

I really just want to go run away right now and marry Skully. sososooo friggin bad.

I had a dream last night that I was in a trampoline with a bunch of people, I dont remember who exactly, but like weirdos from school and extended family. and not even friggen 10 feet away was story of the year and i was so happy, i took pictures on my phone and they came out pretty good seeing as how the stupid trampoline screen was in the way. it was suppost to be in darien lake, but it was in someones back yard or something. and then i had a dream inside a dream that my mom took a picture of me and skully holding hands<3 hjahahaahaaa. wow.
i just havent been that stoked in awhile.
it made my morning, even though i woke up late, so im prolly going to look bad today =]